Watsup everyone....uhm i think i'm done with this thing, for good, well maybe if i get like a hundred comments or somethin i'd come back, but i never get no comments haha so yeah i'm pretty much done, uhm i dunno, lifes rough, just got so much goin on, school, track, work, and then the shit at home i dunno just too much, i never got time for no one, just a lonely time, no woman to make it better haha...ain't really got time for one anyways, i figure once i start driving pimpin will be easier haha and i wont' be workin as much or savin all the time, but yeah...i dunno this is a great song, really hits home on the way i'm feeling, i think thats why i try n stay so busy, so i never really have time to stop n think about stuff and if i do i'm usually half drunk, writing stuff that no one will fully understand, cept for me, i dunno but w/e yall take it easy
   
           "Screaming Infidelities"

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home

[1.]
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.

I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."

[2.]
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.

[1.]
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and
This bottle of beast is taking me home.

[2.]

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.
[Repeat Four times]

          

                  -Brookshire

Watsup everyone, well uh my thankgiving break pretty much sucked haha, worked most of it and the time that i was home i got in fights with my dad, it was pretty bad this time, arguing about my school attendance or somethin, but uh forget the part about me pretty much havin all A's but w/e...went into, me not amounting to anything, and then into the reasons why i hate him, and then he apologized for w/e he  did to make me hate him so much, which is like a spit in the face considering he doesn't even know the reasons, but yeah right about then i hit the fridge, and well i got a swollen knuckle and a dent in the fridge, but it was bad, if he had been in the kitchen i prolly would've hit him, but, w/e just feels like i can't ever be good enough, and it doesn't seem to me that i'm ever tryin to impress my father cuz i don't give a damn about his approval, but i dunno for some reason it still hurts, just opens the wounds, ya know...uhm my thanksgiving sucked, worked and then was stuck at home with my dad, no dinner haha made myself some soup haha and just chilled, but yeah friday was pretty crazy, went up to oak ridge and couldn't pull it out, it was pretty brutal, i mean i don't like rankin but some of the players are like brothers to me, we don't even talk much anymore, but thiers still that bond, and omg, it hurt so bad to watch them out their givin it thier all and just not gettin it done, i just regret that i couldn't be out there with them, i felt like i just let them down like i might have been able to do somethin to help, and i want so bad to go back and play, but i can't...sometimes you just gotta make sacrifices, and alot of people just don't understand...i mean i have so many dreams and out there one wrong tackle could take away so many, school records, state records, state championships, track scholarships, college...and with the time it takes up i'd have to quit my job, and wouldn't have any time and my grades would slip i mean...in the end its just not worth it, but it was a hell of a season, and i'm proud of every one of those guys, but yall take it easy and show some love
   
             AND I'M DYING TO WIN
                  'CAUSE I WAS BORN TO LOSE
                                              -Brookshire

Stand Up - Trapt

Why don't you let me be
Leave me alone
You start a fire inside that I could never control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line
And I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

You planted the seed
How my anger has grown
Got an feeling inside that I can't seem to control
You wanna see a reaction

Come on and cut me down
You've gone as far as I'll go
Now you're crossing the line and I am letting you know
Well here's your reaction

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

Insult
After insult [9x]

Stand up
I have had enough
Walk away before I finish what you started
Face to face I will put you in your place
End this game before I finish what you started
Face to face everything will change

Walk away
Everthing will change
End this game
You wanna see a reaction
You wanna see a reaction
Stand up

Watsup, well uh, friday was a good day, one of the better days i've had in a while, uhm...got a good grade on my environmental science test and i my history test is monday, and then fri. we got out early came home n took a nap, got in a fight with my dad like usual, got on the bus headed to cookeville, stopped at o'charleys, had a nice lil spit ball fight haha, then had a convo with jake luna, about life and religion, straightened alot of stuff out in my head, uhm got to the game right before it started haha we were runnin late, but it was still crunk was like 28 to 21, close one haha, just waved the flag for like 15 minutes after the game haha i was crunk haha, but yeah on the bus ride back the seniors and juniors had a mini pep rally, i'm proud to say that '07 still runs this, we stay in black...haha made some prank phone calls n such haha, i dunno just a good time haha but yeah tom. i gotta work from 8 to 4:30, alot of hours, haha sundays are busy too but w/e i need the money so its kool but uh found this song, im pretty sure it was made for me, explain exactly how i feel word for word almost, and i mean every line applys, just amazing

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Watsup everyone...well uh didn't go to school today, slept in, got home late, had a bunch of homework and well wrote this song last night...dunno why, i never write anymore but i like it, talks about growin up but still bein young ya know and i've never really used a comparison like i did in this one, with my deck n all, and i mean somethings might not make much sense but i guess u kinda gotta think about it but w/e don't be a moron and actually think its a song about a deck haha guess it kinda goes to this song on here, i was listenin to it when i was writing it haha so yeah...show some love n take it easy

The Young Life

Above cold ground, under the stars
I waste away the night
upon these boards of dirstained oak
The uprooted nails that slice my feet
Remind me that persistance sets me free

Yeah, the young life goes by too fast
minutes soar, as the hours fly
I wish the clock would stop for awhile
let me catch my breathe, maybe live for a bit
let the beverages flow and the vodka burn
not to remember and not to forget
but to be in a state where I don't give a shit

The railings, from which I jumped
have long been replaced
and the steps which I climbed
kept me warm one winter night
Yeah, things they come and they go
But the stars which I gaze, still remain
Reminding me of the vastness of space
and the undiscovered treasures
buried deep beneath this pitch black sea
All the Poss-i-bil-ities

Yeah, the young life goes by too fast
minutes soar, as the hours fly
I wish the clock would stop for awhile
let me catch my breathe, maybe live for a bit
let the beverages flow and the vodka burn
not to remember and not to forget
but to be in a state where I don't give a shit

You see I'm bound by the roots of my family tree
It feels like I'm cursed, destined to fail
In dyer need of a 'midas touch'
All thats around me falls apart
Like the back of my father's hand
It hits me where I hurt the most
Yeah, I've crossed those bridges
And I'm burning them down
And like the smoke from the flames
I'll rise A-bove- it- all

Yeah, the young life goes by too fast
minutes soar, as the hours fly
I wish the clock would stop for awhile
let me catch my breathe, maybe live for a bit
let the beverages flow and the vodka burn
not to remember and not to forget
but to be in a state where I don't give a shit

This blanket of stars and ragged old deck
They've kept me warm on the coldest of nights...

Yeah, the young life goes by too fast
minutes soar, as the hours fly
I wish the clock would stop for awhile
let me catch my breathe, maybe live for a bit
let the beverages flow and the vodka burn
not to remember and not to forget
but to be in a state where I don't give a shit

-Brookshire